My last day in Heaven

Dad: Wanna see someone this summer?
Me: Who?
Dad: Someone special
Me: Santa?...

I never thought dad would do this. He who wanted to part me from her. He who said we ruin each other with what we have in our hearts. He who made me cry each time he reminded me of her. He who made her cry each time he reminded her of me. He who, he who. Where am I getting at? Oh yeah, my summer.

This summer I woke up to her in my arms. I woke up to her porcelain body next to mine. I touched her. I felt her body and she was there. Her eyes closed, her head resting on my chest. It felt so good, it felt like Heaven. No one else mattered but her, but my love. I can't say no to her. If she wanted me to cut open my chest and put my heart on a silver platter, I would have done it.
I remember sitting on the couch and letting my eyes chase her as she ran around the house in one of my shirts. I remember her fingers through my hair. I remember her arms around my waist. I remember her warmth, her body heat, the pleasure that came from her. I want her back, but I have to wait some more for her. I love her more that anything and now I realize everything was meant to be. We were meant to be together. We are meant to be a couple. We are so alike, yet so different. My perverted mind cannot be compared to her sweet, hyper personality. My tall figure cannot be compared to her small body. My blue eyes cannot be compared to her chocolate brown orbs. Her perfection cannot be compared to my problems. Her love cannot be compared to my adoration. I love her and she loves me.

You jealous bro? You jealous cuz I got the prize and you have your left hand? You jealous cuz she still loves me and doesn't give a fuck about you. You should have got her when you had the chance. When a girl tells you she likes you she used every ounce of courage she had in her veins. Don't take her for granted. It means she really cares about you, it means she breathes for you, she walks down the street for you.

I got the girl. I got the prize. I spent almost 3 months of Heaven in her arms. I want her back, but I must wait. I love her. And she loves me.... and yesterday was my last day in Heaven...